Dear Loyal Members.
Let me first thank all those who came forward with strong defense in favor of me on the useless people mails with several false and imaginative issues to only to defend their mistakes. I am overwhelmed with your support with strong words and I promise you all that I will not betray your faith and I am sure I will live up to your expectation.
I also made public appeal to members, few days ago that if any of the members, who came forward to loan me due to those members who wanted to quit due to my style of working and gave loan on their personal assurances and wanted to take back their loans, I offered to pay them back within few days as agreed without interest. But to my surprise and joy, in stead of those who supported them asking loan back, they not only gave their strong thumbs up and sent their documents with covering letters, but also 2 new members sent their first installment of 5k and promised to 2nd installment next month. Some of those who gave 2 or more installments have also openly come forward to give their 3rd and 4th and 5th installment as well, if desired. But I prefer the first timers to pay loan of at least 10 k and extend their faith with full self belief. I am sure, just money alone will not give me strength but your faith in my ruthless efforts to get our plots will put me in better stead.
Coming to the very origin of the controversy, I have spent 2 days from past 8 days in between and tallied all the expenses incurred by me from Jan 1st 2009 till end of Oct 2013. I also, more or less tallied the loaners names with the amount given to me by only members and not loaned by private parties to me to run the show till today. Those who think that I should make it public ( many members suggested earlier not to make public since our opponents will take advantage ) my loan amounts and also the amounts spent by me from my own resources since it is my personal risk, can seek the statement by specific request. Though I would be happy to publish these details in even in our website, since I am not afraid to be transparent, I withheld earlier also only on members suggestions since even for that kind openness will create controversy. I will follow democratic principle ( though few of them say I am a dictator, I appreciate their wisdom) and keep this offer open for 15 days. By then I will have total update as of the date to release the data of both collections and expenditure. I will see how many of you wanted to publish this in to our website and make it open. But then, who will fill the huge deficit between the loan and actual amount spent by me will be the new question and controversy. Some of them may be ready to latch on to this new controversy, waiting in the Q.
So let the majority members decide that it must be published or it will be closely held data. Why I ask this question? Becausetomorrow, one/few more controversial person/s ( to defend his/their own failures) will raise his/their ugly head and create yet another controversy and say
- Who asked you to spend that much of money?
- Who approved your expenditure?
- Where are the vouchers?
- What is the source?
- What is the proof you spent?
- And many more questions come on to their head at that time.
It does not mean that I will not be able to answer all these question. But I will be in the middle of some important issue. I will be forced to waste my time, as I did not now by diverting my precious time from some important matter related to survey 375 case and demolishing of 8 plot walls. I skipped those appointments along with my meeting the Principle Sec, Home on some important work, which I can not disclose. I am in CATCH 22 situation.
So let me wait for next 15 to 20 days and get the feedback ( votes) from the members and I will put it to the committee for their ratification those suggestions and act accordingly. I do not wanted to take anymore blame from those who do not contribute even one day work, one rupee, one useful thing but come and make an issue on several occasions. Though they have perished, all those who perished will join hands to create needless controversies. I do not want to get in to such situation anymore. I rather do good work without money than get bad name with money. I rather do peaceful job without money than painful accounting with money. I rather get your plots without any expectations ( which I am doing now) than needless rumors of my making money, name and fame. Few are under the illusion that money poured in tons from every member. but it is not true. May be they are curious to know what is going on with in us by our rivals and they would be using them as pawns?
GOD's blessings and your wishes are bigger to me than money. I have enough money to sustain rest of my short life. I do not need to loot and live, like others did. Even if I have no money, I have wonderful goodwill today. At least I have 365 well wishers to sustain for the whole year and who will offer me food every day to eat.Let everyone one of you know that I eat to live but I do not live to eat. I do lot of work to many temples around town in restoration to its glory, which is my passion which many of you may not know. I rather eat "Prasad" at temple with GOD blessing and live in temple than loot and live with your curse in a palace. I rather live with humility with nothing with me than with humiliation of false prestige earned with looted money in a bungalow.
My appeal to those negative forces and to those who get instigated by them is that do not be judgmental on anyone, who has better standing than those who have worst name to their tag while instigating. They do not deserve to pass judgement on others. That is what called as law of equity.
Thanking you,
With best wishes,
Yours sincerely,
For GFPOA (Legal)
